I knew it was too good to be true...For some time now, things were actually "quiet" at home...In fact, I actually didn't mind stayin home too much...It made me think...Alright at least the family situation's gotten better...BOY WAS I WRONG?! Like I said, I knew it was too good to be true...
This time, things have risen a notch...There's even an ultimatum!!! Get this...
Mom/Dad: U're already 24, when u gonna start acting more responsibly? U graduated already, then u still sittin at home livin of us...U think u special is it? No need to go work ah?!Me: I just graduated like what? 2 months ago? All i wanted was a little break after 6 semesters of studying...I've already secured a job...u dun expect em to pay me straightaway right? Gimme til May at least...Then i'll be totally self-sufficient and start contributing again.Mom/Dad: May?! Take break for what...people ur age are already working and earning for themselves. All got degree. Then look at u...Me: Look I dun wanna argue. I already said i've secured a job and i will be ok from May onwards. What more u want from me?Sister Joins in: Take break? *Sarcastic Laugh* Ya Ya Take a break...u studied sooooo hard what?Me: I'm sorry I only got diploma and no degree, I'm sorry I'm not a genuis like her, I'm sorry I disgust u all so much, What else can I say? Mom/Dad: No need to say sorry all...Better start contributing soon...If not, u might as well get out of the house...At that point, I realised that it was no use arguing my case any further...So i just shut up and left...Basically after all that, here's what I have deduced...No matter how hard I try and how hard I work, my family is nv gonna stop comparing to my sister...And the thing is, they've already placed her way up high on a pedestal...a pedestal i'll never be able to reach...
So tell me....seriously...what's the point? what's the fuckin point?!
Sheesh...Sometimes I wonder if i should have even pursued this damn diploma...Or should I have just gone straight into the working world, so that I could "contribute" to the family...
Fuck this shit...I'm sick of it....
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